blog A.D.D

I'm thinking about starting a new blog. Oh I know I know, this is my fourth, but idk if i like this COMPLETELY focused on self love... I kinda want a free one... Hm We'll see.

Love

So. I finally think I love me.

"To Love Oneself is the Beginning of a Lifelong Romance"
<3

TiLT

-Ghirardelli Dark 60% cocoa mint bliss
- Huckleberry Finn in Four Minutes
- talking cartoon owls
- getting my LEARNER'S PERMIT
-nice met at the court house
-Ms. Tammy (bus driver) lending me her jacket
- birthday party EXCITEMENT
- honey
- understand trig
- Nicole making amazing birthday invites for me
-- blue pens
- being comfortable in my own skin...finally
- badminton
-weheartit
- Nicole and her lucky charms. MAGICALLY DELICIOUS.

TiLT

completing a super scary oral presentation; watching chickens drink;feeding said chicken out of my hand; kissing sheep on the nose; rings; tea that tastes like blueberry muffins; boyfriends who carry Advil; girl scout cookies; Irish cheese; taco bars ; birthday parties ; truth or dare; fitting 6 girls under a pool table; wii; virgin margaritas; English teachers being shocked when I said I was going to take honors instead of A.P...she told me to take A.P. She has faith in me; decorating my mums journal; pre-sleepover excitement; singing to my cats; making a super awesome magazine page for apush; YOU

The Best Way to Learn Something is to teach it.

They say the best way to learn something is to teach it. This next month, I will be teaching my mum the ins and outs of self love. She isn't feeling the best...and I will help her get where she wants to do. I'm excited.

my journal

Those are all pages i've added to my journal. Well, i've added more, but those are the colorful interesting ones. The one that might be a bit hard to read says "I FORGiVE myself. Everything is old news. it is done and I can only move forward. Say hello to new beginnings/" That page means a lot. When i came to that conclusion..it was amazing.

Ok,I haven't done the How you treat yourself vs. how you treat your bff essay yet. but I have answered all the questions.
I might post some of the Q's and A's on here. Idk yet.

One thing that concerns me is... February is almost over...and I've achieved a lot on a physical level, really, i have done quite a bit mentally/emotionally, but I'm not where I want to be yet. That worries me...buttttt, i guess I can extend this not only into march, but into forevs, right?

TiLt

I've added SO much to my journal...and tomorrow or Saturday I'll devote a picture to it with pictures and such. But for now, TiLT then sleep.

Scooby doo, having motivation to work out, unicorn dresses , looking up prom dresses on etsy, pomegranate lemonade, epiphanies, seeing friends for the first time in 11 dats, my snuggie, heated blankets, whispering "it's thursday" to Nicole during class and her immediately going "OMG I KNOW" and acting excitedddd